Posted on | Saturday, October 16, 2010 |
Dear Ed's friends,
It was hard to think as to who I would write this letter for then I though about you guys, and I suddenly felt a pang of guilt.
I'm sorry if I distanced myself from you guys, especially when Ed and I broke up.
I'm sorry if I wouldn't come to get togethers, for not fulfilling my promise of seeing you guys often when Ed went away.
Selfish as it may seem, but one of the reasons why I did it was because whenever I am with you guys, I keep on missing Ed and wishing he was still here with us. And it hurt a lot.
Another reason was that I was too shy to be with you guys when Ed and I were not together anymore. I felt that if I continue to spend time with you, I would also hurt you guys, and I wouldn't like that. I would never like that 'coz you've been so good to me.
Anyway, I just hope you guys are okay, and I hope I could meet you again someday. Stay cool and awesome guys! Thanks for welcoming me as your sis.
The girl who also misses Ed,
Apple
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