Day 26- The last person I made a pinky promise to

Posted on | Tuesday, October 26, 2010 | No Comments

Dearest Ed, 

    I could have known that it would be too emotional to do this 30 day letter challenge. And it's more emotional 'coz I'm writing my third letter for you.

   It's tearing me apart you know- digging in and going back to all these emotions I've kept these past 2 years.

   It was hard, trying to forget what I felt for you, what I still believe I feel until now. There were those nights when I would cry and desperately wish in a blink of an eye you'd be back, smiling and knocking at my door and ready to take me away from here to be with you.

   But right now, I am not after that pinky promise we made under the stars, or any other promises we had to each other.

  I just want you happy. And if my holding on to you and wanting you back would just cause you pain then I don't want it anymore. It would be hard to make these feelings stop but I'm willing to try.

   With or without me, I just want you to be happy. And I promise I'd be happy for you.

Love without wax,
Apple

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