Posted on | Monday, October 4, 2010 |
Dear Mama and Papa,
This is probably the hardest letter to write among the thirty. Not because I don't have anything to say to you but because words aren't enough to express everything I would want to tell you and make you feel. My whole life won't even suffice for the love and happiness that you've given to me as your daughter, but here I am making an attempt to write the biggest slice of feelings that I have for you right now.
I am happy. I am very, very happy. Not for me but for the both of you.
After years of falling, failing and breaking, after all the years of intrigues, heart stabbing truth and secrets, you have finally stood up and proven to the world that the love you have for each other is really endless.
We've been through so many problems that if other family would have experienced them, they may have ended up as broken. Yet here we are, we stayed strong until we overcame them all.
Through your relationship, I finally came to really realize that what my college professor said was true. In a relationship, it would always seem like you travel through mountains, and you don't always get to travel hand in hand. There are times when one's emotions would lead him or her to the top of the mountain, while the other one would be left downhill, beaten and alone. Still if you believe that at the end of the journey you would still have each other, then you would just have to wait no matter how many sunrises and sunsets would you have to go through alone.
What really matters is that you believe in your heart of hearts that in the end, you will find those pair of eyes that would always make you realize why you're alive.
And I see that through you.
Thank you for making me realize how sublime love really is.
For the past months, I know I've disobeyed and hurt you for taking my own path of love. I am sorry for breaking your hearts and I'm glad I've woken up. I should have believed that you know what's best for me, and now I'm willing to wait. I'm willing to wait for the right love just like what you two have.
I would be very willing to live my life to make up for every pain I've caused, and to give you the things you deserve. Traveling abroad, making you stop from work and buying you things won't even be enough to show how grateful I am.
If I would have to thank you for everything through this letter, this webpage wouldn't even be enough, but again I'll try.
Thank you for really, always being there for me. Thank you for believing in me even during those times that I have given up on myself. Thank you for being those hands to really hold me when I'm really breaking, for being those ears who listened to my whispers and even my screams. Thank you for lifting me at the top of the world when I've done something to make you proud. Thank for supporting my dreams though they don't agree with what you want for me. Thank you for making me learn that you can't have all the richness in this world but what's more important is the love you have and the people who fill your life.
You may not have chosen me to be your daughter but I would like to thank you for being the best parents to the very word.
I would not have been myself if you weren't my parents, and even if I would have to choose between Brangelina and you, I wouldn't trade you guys for anything in this world.
I'm in my highs of high because I have you both.
I love you Mama and Papa. I'm glad you're back to your honeymoon phase. :)
Love,
Your only daughter
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