Day 4- MY brothers

Posted on | Wednesday, October 6, 2010 | No Comments

Dear Kuya Noel and Albert,

    I hate growing up. Simply because maturing and aging take you guys from me.

   When I was just a little kid and you two we're already growing to be bullies, I felt extremely sad that you were so distant to me; you wouldn't talk in front of me and would not include me in your games because I was too young, plus, the fact that I was a girl. And I believe this was one of the reasons why I became a nerd;I was used to reading books and not socializing with you guys.

   But as years passed, we got along little by little and our age gaps somehow didn't matter at all.We would go out, watch the same movies, listen to the same music and talk about the same things. We would always find time to talk and we would always know if one is happy or has a problem.

  The two of you then became my second parents, cooler version. You would spoil me and reward me with things when I did great and you would scold at me and then not talk to me for days because of the foolish things I did.

   I was just getting a grasp of this happy bro-sis phase, I was just enjoying the fact that finally I'm in your world but then, "grown-up" things happened. Girlfriends happened. Seminarian life and work happened.

  And suddenly I felt that the happiness of being with you guys was taken away from me just when I'm already on the state of euphoria. I have to admit that most days now, I usually feel like I'm the only offspring of our parents and it hurts.

  But, I really have to accept that change and maturity is inevitable. That these times would really come but it should not stop us from loving each other.

    That you Kuya Noel would soon get married, Kuya Albert would be a priest and I do too hope I get to get married.

   I just hope that there would be more time for catching up, more time to feel that I still have both of you.

  I miss you guys. I miss you both terribly it's making me cry.


Your loving sister who's going through a lot right now,
Apple

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